To suffer with depression, with brain fog caused by a really low thyroid, to not have the energy to do a lot of things, to keep pushing, keep smiling even though your hurting so much on the inside. Most people don't know how much it hurts when they say "try harder" and when you send messages they take it too personally and retaliate back at you thinking your talking about them. It's a struggle every single day with every single landlord not complying with the tenant board rules, to know I won't have a job past Dec unless that promise isn't empty.
Most people don't know what it's like to have too many thoughts, and how much it hurts when someone says oh well stop thinking so much. It's not a fucking light switch you can just turn on and off it takes years of practice. Oh meditate harder, dance more, smile more, it might make you less filled with anxiety.
Nobody knows really how we all feel and in all honesty that's fine because were not all the same except that we bleed, we hurt, we cry, laugh, sing, dance, and do what makes us happiest, or at least try in our own unique way.
With all the issues and bombings, and mass murders, and genocides, and people being killed in the name of religion, people being denied love, lgbt issues still rampant, the corruption and many cuts our government has made, the economic downfall. This this is why my Canadian friends HAVE to vote on the 19th YOU CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE!!!