Well I'm all settled into my new apartment. A nice big two bedroom..... There's ONE thing though that is missing, a JOB to be able to pay for my pvr, my internet, and my phone. I mean I can make the payments, I can get one week's worth of grocery, and then that's it. If it wasn't for the help of some people, I would probably be near 20k in debt right now no thanks to the government. I've been under the weather because of the constant change in the weather. Getting all four seasons in one day especially on mother's day sucks. I should have just listened to my instincts and just went home after visiting my mom with two of my best friends. Last Sunday that passed was a really emotional day. I shared some memories about my mom with someone that is like a mother figure to me. Everyone has been so supportive of me, and the journey I am on.

My boyfriend told me the past week I wanted things my way, well sometimes I do want things to go my way, what's so bad about that every once in a while? I've been having a trying time with struggling with all my emotions, and it's just been a hell of a journey.

I am going to be graduating in July, and will HOPEFULLY get a part time job somewhere permanent. If I don't, I don't know what I am going to do for money.

I need to get caught up on my reading and soon.

That is all.