I wish things were a hell of a lot easier for me right now. Things just feel like there falling apart bit by bit and that I'm losing grip on reality. With my debt that I have my ex to thank for, and my own on the side I am so stressed out from that. I am so stressed about all the friends I dumped this past year. They all were total and complete fakes and flakes. I am going absolutely crazy at home not having a bloody ps2, I just seriously wish I could go somewhere far away right now and never return. I got college to go to though, and yet another debt that I am going to acrue there. Just going insane, someone please give me a dose of reality so I can wake up, maybe a good slap might do me a world of good as messed as that may sound.