I thought the universe was done hitting me with tons of shit.... I need just one friend just ONE that will actually go out and do things with me that will actually go out on a night on the town with me and actually regard my feelings as a human fucking being. I dumped my boyfriend because he's comfy sitting at home..... He was fine going back and leaving this huge gapping hole in my heart. On top of that I am seriously seeing more fake fuck's in my life that just don't want to put in the effort.... My counsellor asked me what I think of my friends who don't care what my place looks like clearly they don't care if my place looks like a pig sty because they don't care what my place looks like cause there too lazy to do anything except sit at home and sulk. I am sick of all the fake assholes that say let's hang out let's hang out, let's hang out, let's hang out and then days later hang with other people.... or say that there not in the mood.... They leave me hanging as if I am just a doll to pick up and dust off whenever there bored. I hate when I message people and they don't message me when they send invites out to places. I hate it when people just think I am just someone disposable and don't care about how they make me feel. They just care about themselves and if they were busy yes I'd understand but it's kind of ironic that so many people make plans and then they fall through but then I see tons of pictures loaded up and they just oh we had such a great time..... It's like ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh okay great to know you guys were having an awesome time while I sit here alone growing bitter. So to all of you who think you can disregard me like a rag go ef yourselves.