So just last Monday I came back from Detroit in Youmacon. Not only was I a bitch there because I was lacking total sleep and didn't enjoy myself as much as I should of I met this energy sucking asshole that when I asked his name he says "Abraham" I was like uh uh uh no comment. His energy was so beyond messed up that I had to put up about three shields which drained me even further. Besides that we come home at around 7 we go out and get some food cause I am in no way wanting to cook anything. We come back we eat we watch our shows and go to bed at around 10. I fall asleep at 10:30 maybe before cause I was just so damn tired. I get woken up at 1:30 in the morning hearing the fire alarm going off and fire trucks coming towards her. I thought at first I was dreaming, but then I thought it was a false alarm. So I go outside to see smoke rising up in front of my balcony. I yell and scream Shane get the fuck out of bed NOW there's a fire! So I said come to the living room NOW! He was freaking out almost as much as me. So I took Pepsi's lead and latched it on him he's calm as all fuck. We look all over for Jasper and finally find him. We jam him in the crate and run like hell (from the 12th floor none the less) all the way down to the 1st. We ran out the door. We saw the fifth floor balcony on fire (510 which is called the "10 line"). An old lady slipped and fell and cracked her head open and there was blood coming out. It was a really tiring night. So when I woke up again I had ended up finding out that no thanks to these idiots they started a fire by putting cigerette butts on a couch outside their balcony.
So okay fast forward to last Thursday. My boyfriend was annoying the ever loving fuck out of me. I love him and everything but he needs to really get his shit in checked before he moves in here. Which brings me to my newest paranoia other than bugs is he won't move in and I am going to have to break up with him. We've been going out for three years and we almost did break up because he never wanted to move in. We go from one extreme to the next. He goes from annoying me with saying quotes over and over and over about fifty times within a day. It gets truly annoying so I try and do the same to him but yet it doesn't even phase him. To top it all off I still have been thinking shit has not been getting any better between me and him at all he seems to be getting worse with his "adhd". On top of all that several months ago his cousin got married the one who STILL hates me. I was not invited which I was like what the fuck ever bitch you can be like that and you can choose to not invite me but what I don't get is the whole fact he never fucking told me about this BEFORE hand. I just don't know what to do now at this point I mean I get ignored by him all the time whenever he's online cause he still plays his games. I mean I am generally happy with him but communication between us is slipping.
My emotions are going even crazier just cause I am lacking a shit ton of sleep again just when I think my energy has returned I get less sleep.