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I keep having the same visions of waves in my beach strip nearby me like huge tidal waves usually several weeks or months pass by and bad things normally happen and somethig changes me usually for the better, sometimes for the worst but I am ready for whatever storm may come in the next few months. 
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Drinking: Water
I am proud to be Bi, a proud otaku who cosplays and watches anime and doesn't call them "stupid little unintelligent cartoons". I like escaping from the real world once a weekend in a year which I can't do due to lack of funds and breaking up with my bf.... My heart is breaking in two that I can't be near my family at Youma this weekend that I almost felt like crying my eyes out. I am apart of the gaming community and have a few great guild friends I talk to that give amazing advice. I used to be apart of a wiccan church here in my town but made a choice to be solitary and practice on my own.... All I ask for from people is to respect all of that defines me and makes me who I am and I fully embrace it and have all of it close to my heart. Why can't some people just respect that and me? 
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Drinking: Water
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I swear this whole town I've been living in has been making me turn into this horrible horrible person. I tend to give my opinion at the wrong times I make situations when there isn't any. I get so angry I feel entrapped here like I have been living in this cage like a trapped fae with iron bars being burnt to a crisp almost and also like a caged wolf ready to pounce at my next victim. My emotions get the best of me they always have even before I had my emotions of grief. Living here I feel I don't have any full potential to spread my wings and fly and be my fae and wolf self and embrace myself fully and actually love myself. I have been feeling like I am not long for this town I feel that I never belonged here that somehow some force is saying move move move move but I just haven't heard it till a few months ago. Everyone around me has been affecting me so much especially people from my past they have all been learning experiences. My church group gave me the tools I needed every church group I have gave me experiences and guidance in some (rather fucked up) way. I'm feeling like this town doesn't let me have my full potential to gain employment or feel fulfilled. I've let myself turn into this horrible person somehow. 
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Say what you say by Eminem
  • Drinking: Water
As most of you who do follow me you guys all know I am a proud pagan well proud bisexual pagan because together they go hand in hand with me. But anyway for four whole years I have been following paganism and wicca because I felt accepted and was very blinded by a lot of the people in my church group. I have been poisoned by them so much that I actually became like them and became shrouded in negativity and going nowhere spiritually. I made a decision to leave my church group for several months and actually started to feel a hell of a lot lighter. I made bad choices beforehand and over time I have lost a lot of friends. Last night I decided for the changeover to go to it well I made a huge mistake with that. Basically I had two people I considered my family chew me out for one wanting to help a person and two making a choice that I don't wanna be around poisonous people. I am just at a crossroads just wondering if I should or shouldn't block and delete them just because of the fact I got a few friends that I do wanna see that I haven't seen in a really long while that actually do genuinely care for me. I am just thinking of maybe seeing them at the odd moots before I leave this town almost forever and leave all of this shit behind and all of the hurt and all of the mostly bad memories and move forward onto a new town and forge good decent memories and even if I do get the odd drama I'll handle it in my own damn way that I find fit for myself and not for anyone else. Anyway now that that's off my chest I am off to sleep with a clear consensus. 
  • Mood: Disgust
  • Listening to: Say what you say by Eminem
  • Drinking: Water
I keep having the same visions of waves in my beach strip nearby me like huge tidal waves usually several weeks or months pass by and bad things normally happen and somethig changes me usually for the better, sometimes for the worst but I am ready for whatever storm may come in the next few months. 
  • Mood: Wow!
  • Drinking: Water

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Helena
Canada
I love animals, anime, and everything about nature, especially the weather.

I'm making myself a lot more positive, and changing my eatting habits a day at a time.

Wanna know more simply ask!

Current Residence: hamilton
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Favourite style of art: gothic lolita
Operating System: xp and vista :o
MP3 player of choice: ipod touch
Shell of choice: turtle
Skin of choice: demon :o
Favourite cartoon character: Iskander fate/zero
Personal Quote: I'd rather be a complete loner then have a million friends I can't trust
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222maya Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014
thx for the fav  :)
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herenity86 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014
Your very welcome thanks for the Daft llama 
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Yoruichi-Takashi Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fav on my new drawing! :happybounce: 
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herenity86 Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2014
Can never go wrong with a sylvari :3.
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alucard27 Featured By Owner May 23, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
thanks for the fav!
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herenity86 Featured By Owner May 23, 2014
Np :)
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abyss1956 Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014
Thanks much for +fav Heart 
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herenity86 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014
Your welcome :).
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SerenityWireDesigns Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2014  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fav!
I'm glad you liked my pendant:)
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herenity86 Featured By Owner Apr 28, 2014
Your welcome :).
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