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So I dreamt I had this exact apartment but on a ground floor and it had no balcony and there was a door people could come through from outside. I had this asian woman speak to me but she was inaudible. Then I am hearing this constant crying and sobbing from a little boy. My one friend came over and my bf as well and we played some card game. In the middle of it the crying got louder. Then the boy came to my door and knocked on it and I said come in come in I got tons of food come eat. The asian lady came up to me and said his parents died and I am taking care of him but I don't have the money. I looked at Shane my bf and said Shane were adopting him I'll put him on my ODSP. That was the end of it. He didn't say anything back.
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Reading this I think I am looking for something new in my life something to change my life for the better as it says at the last little bit.

So thoughts on the series finale of How I met your mother. Well first off I saw a few moments before the series finale that there's a theory he was sitting his kids down because the mother whose name is revealed as Tracy McConnel dies and that in fact was true. What was stupid was it was right in front of mine and my boyfriends nose. First hint was when they were "eating a sandwich" he was looking around in 2024 I think it was asking "hey man where's my wife?" Lily and Marshall say nothing. Second huge hint "I wish I had those last 45 days with you." when he went to her apartment. The third huge bomb shell was when Tracy (when we didn't know her name was Tracy) says "What mother doesn't show up to her own daughter's wedding?" Then Ted starts crying. Fourth time was when she sang La Vie on Rose at least in my head it was. That he said "That kids was  my favourite rendition of La Vie en Rose like when she tucked you into bed for example." And finally the last bomb "Life is not perfect we were on a bumpy road for a long while but we got here."
So my other thought on Robin and Barney only being married for 3 years and divorcing I did but also did not see that coming. I had thought they would adopt a child together and that they would decide to go to counseling. But the creators had this vision since season 1 that they would get married and would get divorced. But the one huge thing I can't get over is the whole fact that they dropped hugely but little hints all over the series that she was gone. But then well I am also happy that he ends up with Robin in the end and she got her blue french horn or rather Blue Smurf Penis LOL. I love that the kids were saying "dad mom's been gone for six years and you still talk about Aunt Robin like you love her." He's like "your fine with me going out with her?" They look at him and say "dad we love Aunt Robin."
I just can't get over that it's done. Last night I was just so analyzing the crap out of all the theories that she did in fact die from an illness. I think it was a perfect ending to the whole series and screw anyone who says other wise.

Friday, we arrive there, and I meet my new amazingly sexy friend I miss you so much sweety! *hugs tightly*. Friday was just pretty much going to some panels, but most was spent in the line for pre reg for roughly three hours. Saturday I went to a really fun panel called Sailor Man's Drag Race, and actually went up cause my ticket got pulled. I ended up losing, but if I didn't, I never would have gotten NABESHIN'S AUTOGRAPH , AND A PHOTO WITH HIM!!!! The great thing is that you don't have to pay out of your ass, and it was in a hall instead of in a big giant area where lines are crazy. There wasn't hardly anyone there. Later that night, we went to Mario Party After Dark, which is 18+, there was some really disturbing images we saw that I'd rather not tell anyone. Team Mecha the team we were on won! The team captain whoever they choose, ends up winning a free badge into next year for Youma. Yesterday I went to a anime music trivia panel room, I bombed horribly at that, then I went to random gibberish, then waited in line for Doug Walker to find out from Linkara (his friend), that he left early. BUT the really awesome thing was I ran into him going back to MPAD, I said I love your show, he said I love your show too! I was like *blink blink* uh okay *quesiton marks above her head* Linkara said "That's his way of saying thank you" That made my whole night. I got a ton of shit I got barely any money left only for food <3. So there was a wedding right in front of us. There was a few free badges to a con in America that's too far for us to go to We also found out, we ran all of McDonald's of fries in the Detroit area. We also found out that every Subway in Detroit was making bread for us in the con the whole weekend. Regardless that was my whole weekend Waking up on a Monday now, and having a bath, and going out to breakfast, then going to go back home after an amazing weekend <3. So glad I don't have the elevator from hell like last year cause were at a different hotel. Everyone from Youma reading this, I LOVE YOU ALL, AND MISS YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't wait for next year.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=jftqh0… Blue Moon by Marcels. Isn't a blue moon without that song lol.

I am having many a troubles going to sleep. I then let my dog up on my bed and within seconds he's fast asleep. Before he does though he gives me a big giant smile. With everything that's going on, I am so glad that even after scolding him he's still there with unconditional love. He always has dreams of running. His legs go and sometimes he whimpers, so I am thinking with those whimpers it's him barking in the dreams at birds, or another sexy collie lol. At first I was totally freaked out by it, but then I just sometimes hear Pepsi say to me in his own mentality and body language, but mommy that's how I sleep you silly you should know that by now, okay night night. And with that my problems just seem to go away for a little while.